Monday, February 19, 2018

Keeping Track

   One thing I cannot stress enough about: practitioners of the path, never keeping a Black Book! This is definitely one thing you want to keep updated, especially if you're serious in Theistic Satanism.
  1.    You can write down spells, rituals, meditations, summonings down in this book, to keep track of what you did, what parts worked for you, how effective your spell worked, what you learned about the entire experience, and how/what to change.
  2.    You can make drawings and illustraitions of what you may have seen during summoning, astral travel, or your waking life,  as well as drawing your own sigils.
  3.    I have printed off many different Occult and Left Hand Path articles, pictures, information, and put it in to folders and notebooks, to save time on writing - which takes a seriously long time. 
  4.    Having kept many Black Books over the years, it has seved me as an old reminder of my memories, workings, thoughts, and information at the time. It is nice referance to look back on your old books of information, just to refresh yourself. This is years of research and collecting, will never stop as long as I remain a dedicated Satanist.

Friday, February 16, 2018

Gates of Hell

   Not a very detailed picture, but it is a rough drawing about the size of Hell's gates and Astoroth in comparison to my guardian and I. Here's a quick exerpt from my 2013 Black Book I wrote on this subject: "I thanked Botis with the utmost respect, and he left as quickly as he came (I had summoned him to ask for help and wisdom in my struggling school life). Later that night, I was drifting in the astral, in hopes of learning something - and Labolas found me drifting in the darkness. He told me he was going to bring me to he gates of Hell, and nothing more.
   As Labolas was taking me there, a ceiling came into view, and it was like the inside of a cave. The ceiling seemed to be as high as the clouds, and the stalagmites hanging up there were small, with a gold shimmer.  Like stars in the sky clumped together in the darkness, but shining brightly on the ceiling, like fine glitter. This was certainly a magnificent sight indeed! The floor however, was nothing but a pale glittering sand, simply reflecting the dim light of above.
   After Labolas brought me through the long way, we came upon a gigantic, emerald-green dragon! I mean, this dragon was HUGE! It didn't meet the ceiling of the cave, but it came about half way. Labolas told me that this dragon was Astoroth, and that she took turns protecting the gates of Hell. Although it was here and there, it was in the form of a magnificent, emerald-green dragon. As I looked into her large and yellow eye, she stretched upwards to show her full height. Following her with my eyes, I noticed the ceiling again, but this time it was sparkling navy-blue!
   The gates where a cherry-red color, with a very dark silver border, as well as embroidered with silver leafs, and detailed thoroughly.

Thursday, February 15, 2018

COMING OUT AS A SATANIST AND SHOWING YOUR CHILDREN SATANISM

2/15/18
I feel to write this sermon on those who struggle with having a child,  and the stress of your RHP family and/or friends. This I feel,  comes partly from my own upbringing, and the knowledge that Satan wishes us all individuality and freedom, as long it represents humans coexisting in peace. The Great War that separated Tiamat's Army,  from Enki's (Satan), Is when she turned against her own children for "disrupting her sleep and peace". Which is absolutely ridiculous considering my daughter does it every night... 😂 This Great War continues today with the Annunaki, as well as with us.
   Most of my family consists of strict Christians, with an exception of my Atheist Parents and brother. As a young child, I was brought up by my Grandparents, Aunts,  and Cousins to be a Christian. But one day, I asked my mother if she believed in "God", to which she responded with no. And then, one day at school, I found out Santa wasn't real, so I stopped believing in "God" as well. I went years being atheist from the first grade onwards, having religion forced upon me,  and being brought to Christian Bible School,  Church,  and Bible Camp,  always appalled at their ignorance, and hypocracy withing their own cult. But somehow, always had a small inkling that Satan somehow existed, or something like him did.
   Anyway, when I was around 13, I began to look for an answer to who was out there, and how the universe came to be. And to why evil existed,  and how I could be helped,  and become stronger and more knowledgeable. To witch,  I first started out researching Hinduism, and Bhuddism. Their deep understanding of power and balance within ones self appealed to me the most. After a while of digging, I of course decided it wasn't exactly what I was looking for,  and later began to research Satanism. To my surprise, there was many kinds, including the Atheist form LaVeyan Satanism. But, I was looking for then,  what is called Theistic,  Spiritual,  and Traditional Satanism - the kind where Satan is believed to actually exist.
   When I finally had the courage to come out as a satanist about a year later, I of course was given judgement by my friends,  and even then atheist parents due to their religious upbringing. A fear that I was evil,  and people in the small town I lived in became scared if me,  even some to this day. I even get pity part threats of afterlife abomination still from my family members who know. My Grandpa even told me that "God was going to burn off my Demon Sigil tattoo off, when I apparently go to heaven". When I posted a Samhain picture of my little daughter in her pentagram outfit, a family member told me "she's too young for that", to not teach her Satanism.
   My Christian family member was right, she was definitely too young to have religion force-fed down her throat as a baby,  the same as you - so shut the fuck up please,  and let me raise my demon spawn, that came out my vagina,  thank you! I am raising her with the same freedom my mother gave me,  when she chose not to force religion or atheism onto me like my family did - true expression of freedom. That of what Satan represents, and to what a basic human right from birth is,  to learn life for how it is,  now how people want you to do.
   Satan bred with primitive humans to help us evolve understanding self worth,  and freedom of expression to grown and learn from one's own mind. I want my child to grow up free,  and to learn for herself to choose what she wants,  without fear of my family,  or the fathers to teach her poison,  and bring her to church. This does not mean I advocate the Right Hand Path, as I would definitely not be happy with a choice my kid may make to join them. Rather, she'd ask me eventually what I though and believed,  I'd definitely be glad to teach her,  but to not give my daughter threats of religious damnation and brain damage from their Ignorism.
- Priestess Satanika