2/15/18
I feel to write this sermon on those who struggle with having
a child, and the stress of your RHP family and/or friends. This I
feel, comes partly from my own upbringing, and the knowledge that Satan
wishes us all individuality and freedom, as long it represents humans
coexisting in peace. The Great War that separated Tiamat's Army, from
Enki's (Satan), Is when she turned against her own children for
"disrupting her sleep and peace". Which is absolutely ridiculous
considering my daughter does it every night... This Great War continues today with the Annunaki, as well as with us.
Most of my family consists of strict Christians, with an exception of
my Atheist Parents and brother. As a young child, I was brought up by my
Grandparents, Aunts, and Cousins to be a Christian. But one day, I
asked my mother if she believed in "God", to which she responded with
no. And then, one day at school, I found out Santa wasn't real, so I
stopped believing in "God" as well. I went years being atheist from the
first grade onwards, having religion forced upon me, and being brought
to Christian Bible School, Church, and Bible Camp, always appalled at
their ignorance, and hypocracy withing their own cult. But somehow,
always had a small inkling that Satan somehow existed, or something like
him did.
Anyway, when I was around 13, I began to look for an
answer to who was out there, and how the universe came to be. And to why
evil existed, and how I could be helped, and become stronger and more
knowledgeable. To witch, I first started out researching Hinduism, and
Bhuddism. Their deep understanding of power and balance within ones
self appealed to me the most. After a while of digging, I of course
decided it wasn't exactly what I was looking for, and later began to
research Satanism. To my surprise, there was many kinds, including the
Atheist form LaVeyan Satanism. But, I was looking for then, what is
called Theistic, Spiritual, and Traditional Satanism - the kind where
Satan is believed to actually exist.
When I finally had the
courage to come out as a satanist about a year later, I of course was
given judgement by my friends, and even then atheist parents due to
their religious upbringing. A fear that I was evil, and people in the
small town I lived in became scared if me, even some to this day. I
even get pity part threats of afterlife abomination still from my family
members who know. My Grandpa even told me that "God was going to burn
off my Demon Sigil tattoo off, when I apparently go to heaven". When I
posted a Samhain picture of my little daughter in her pentagram outfit, a
family member told me "she's too young for that", to not teach her
Satanism.
My Christian family member was right, she was
definitely too young to have religion force-fed down her throat as a
baby, the same as you - so shut the fuck up please, and let me raise
my demon spawn, that came out my vagina, thank you! I am raising her
with the same freedom my mother gave me, when she chose not to force
religion or atheism onto me like my family did - true expression of
freedom. That of what Satan represents, and to what a basic human right
from birth is, to learn life for how it is, now how people want you to
do.
Satan bred with primitive humans to help us evolve
understanding self worth, and freedom of expression to grown and learn
from one's own mind. I want my child to grow up free, and to learn for
herself to choose what she wants, without fear of my family, or the
fathers to teach her poison, and bring her to church. This does not
mean I advocate the Right Hand Path, as I would definitely not be happy
with a choice my kid may make to join them. Rather, she'd ask me
eventually what I though and believed, I'd definitely be glad to teach
her, but to not give my daughter threats of religious damnation and
brain damage from their Ignorism.
- Priestess Satanika
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